my memory lapse, i suppose, is because of my failure to consume egg yolk. i hate eggs. much less egg yolk.


read in the straits'times 'mind your body'. no wonder i have such a terrific memory.

after months of deliberation, i have finally decided to join ninja-do, after which yesterday was the first lesson. it was fun yeah, and im looking forward to the next lesson.


the upper grades were learning some flying in the air then kick thingy, it was so awesome ok. cant wait to proceed on quickly. now im just learning the basics, but well, thats a start.

think i sprained a leg muscle or something.
its hurting a lot, and its only my right leg. got a feeling its because of the 60 squats we had to do during ninja-do, plus modern dance immediately the next morning.


im straining myself too much. i think im going crazy because deep down inside i think its nice to feel the pain once in a while. it distracts you, i guess.


seriously needing a change of template to keep me going. as you have notice, pray if you havent, im typing the entry in proper english. ohh maybe not, but at least most of the short forms are all gone yeah.


feeling cold nowadays..directionless, im praying for something to do. dancing kills a lot of my boredom, and i enjoy it too.


looking forward to our performance on foriday. getting jitteries i suppose. afraid i'll mess it all up by not remembering. having blank outs, although i have never have one before. but then again, anything can happen.



bored.





im bored of myself. got too many things to think through, too little energy. im killing myself. finding distractions.

i miss the dance campp

altho dere'll b no more aches n pain n sweat n floor touching, still im gnna miss it.

i m alrdy missing it.nothin to do at hm. im practically rotting can. no,im alrdy rotting.


n i miss the bond we share. de camp was great..build de frenships betw all of us..until it was quite saddening wen ms yeo n raj gav tt speech at de end of the 2nd day of de camp.
lyk i mean i actu gt sad..


im actu nt realli a sentimental person yar noe. rarely cry. didnt cry tt day lah, but it was realli sad..wen u feel growing pressure on ur heart..so touching tt we shared a bond. i tnk it was bcoz of us growing together to 'go against' raj who iz ALWAYS telling us to do pushups n well, exhasting stuff..which is gd for us yes but EXHASTING lah.
man, dancing's gnna b different.


i learnt alot on de camp..n i noe loads of ppl better :) i can even rmb lot of their names too!! tts a gd sign,coz my memory sucks.


lyk wad do u sae if i can even forget wad i was gnna sae to tis person if she interrupts me.



sigh my mood has drastically changed. um nvm y.


[all i want for xmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth, my two front teeth..]


well, maybe nt onli tt.

came back frm DANCE CAMP!!

yea it rocked. :)
now im aching all over..x)

so freaking tired i missed my stop n alighted 1 stop away. crap lah.
den hf 2 walk. WALK. almost killed me.

but den again, as all of u ppl noe well enuf, i strive to make sure the survival of the world.

i luv my blog music lah. much better den mindy's current 1. as always :) dun get angry hor. u noe it always happens.

saw wushuang todae dae were gnna hf chinese dance practise BUDDEN we mdancers hf 2 end off our dance camp properly RITE/
in de camp we played *KRISCRINGAL* | tts a chimer version of angels n mortals|

n tdae we had to reveal. n my mortal HOR, new who i was frm the 1ST DAY ALRDY. so..?@!@$#%!@!
coz she peeped shengyu (de acjc gal cum dance pro+)'s bk. ",
GEEZ.
ok nvm.

I GT A HUGE PACKET OF CHOCOLATES FRM MY ANGEL. regina.
she ar/ on de 2nd dae told me she was my angel den told me dun reveal her.=_+||"

so nt tt fun liao lorrrrr. BUT de chocolates were nice:)
n tdae's buffet de curry chicken n veggies (gasp??/) gravy N spring rolls PLUS fried rice was VERI VERI VERI VERI NICE.

den hor, ate sooo much b4 we started our dancing compeitition omost wanna puke lah. n i ate so LITTLE LEH *wail-ing*
nxt time gtta noe de name of de caterer. den dun hafta eat hm cooking EVRY DAE. 3TIMES A DAE.

noe wad actu im trying veri hard to crap here coz oso nothin else to do wad..den i realised tt the more i craped, the drier the entry becums. (wow i tried to type without looking at de keyboard most of the time n it worked!)
OK, back to serious stuff.(altho i do nt recall a time where i eva toked abt serious stuff lah..ok nvm)

ok crap im making more n more typo errors LAH.
feeling real bored now.

[all i want for xmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth....]

depressing
n all de depressing stuff pushed to de back of my mind n told to stay dere roamed free.


lost control of my emotions i guess.

de song cheered me up a bit ...
boys.
dey r all crap i concluded.

i had a dream sum nites ago:)
a realli beautiful dream.
shall tok abt it nx time lah


no mood now.

[all i want for xmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth, my two front teeth..]

XMAS IS COMING!!

hohoho.
heh.
yeah ppl seem to b gettin de xmas spirit.
look at jojo's blog!

i changed temp!!!
gt inspiration to blog liao.
chose tis temp coz of de song:)

i luvvv de song!!
v.happi tdae..! coz of de fabulous worship in church!

gnna b de last sundae....wed service gnna b sat frm nxtnxt wk on..sniff....(altho i do nt understd wad dere iz a\2 b sad abt....)

yeah n dancing rawks!
n realised tt mdance seniors reali reali nice....:)

real happi tdae:)

[all i want for xmas is my two front teeth..my two front teeth..]

sry ppl haven blogged 4 a long long time....

1 wk onli lah......so nothin much lah hor?
:)
im currently into racingfrogs!! n de sims...(n toking abt de sims alf still owns me de sims extension package frm long time ago.)
tts y nv realli blog. (actu,nv blog at all)

ANW hf 2 froggies.
Carl n Kriste. both male.(4 sum dumb reason de programmers dunno de difference betw MALE n FEMALE names.)wadeva.tts their prob.

dey r doing nicely.....
kriste better den carl despite being 3 daes earlier.both frm differebt regions,..but onli hf tt special bond w carl....
wen i saw tt he was 3rd at de race, was soooo proud of him..:)

N nt to mention the adorable factor too. :D
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yea!!
i rmbered (w a little help of inspiration) de add to animeskies!!
sheesh n de other time wen i asked jo wad de add was. she didnt noe wad i was toking abt T_T.\ i totally agree w her wen she saed her brain was rotting. point proven. check.

wads w all de hair-flipping at de tag HUH.
oooo n (HAHAHA) i spelt kina kyna's name wrongly!!

ok it wasnt supposed to sound lyk im excited. :D

ok gt nothin more to blog abt.....

P.S. any1 wanna cum for 24/7 ?? iz a christmas play...saw it 1ce. iz veri nice. 17th to 19th dec at 7.15pm. im going on de 17th.']


burning.

YAYNESS.

gtta b part'f a HOLY GENERATION FER GOD!!!!
it was real meaningful,de sermon at church ysd....

reading jo's entry.....
n decided tt ysd was a special day!!


ok.
frm now on, devotion!! evrydae/
no swearing.
no cursing. (gnna b hard man.)
no lying. (try nt to)
no wearing stuff tt attracts attention
no flirting
(nt tt i do de above but,well for de coming yrs)
no pervertic tots (tis gtta b hard too)


ok lyk tiz

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bot sport shoes ysd!!
gnna go jogging liao
i dun wanna die at de 2.4 nxt yr

mom finally decided to buy!!!!
(coz discount mar juz in case u start to tnk she tt nice to listen to wad i tell her)

yayyay(double yay!!) tot of putting yay[square] --yea yea lame i noe-but dunno how....:(

1st. im performing on de 31st dec at kallang theatre! i scraped throu de auditions!! so happi......

de family tour thgy prob was solved!!

2nd. i finished 1 maths ws!!!
iz tt miracle or wad?!


ok freaky freaky,
half way throu typing de entry i fiddled w my ear n realised tt 1 of my ear studs dropped out. n wen i found another to re-pierce my ear, i found tt my earhole closed up.

feeling veri--- , i pierced de earing frm beind n dere was lyk FLESH blocking,sooooooo i pierced throu de flesh......veri freaky...n painful,(i mean,of COZ) i was frustrated den. VERY frustrated.

ok ok 2dae was a fast entry.
if dere r spelling errors i apologize.

iz either a typo error or i dunno how to spell.
budden of coz itz de first reason... bcoz as all of u noe my spelling iz fabulous :)


burning.

dere iz sth wrong w de links.supposed to hav COLOUR. n specially chosen SIZE. but no...look wad happened.

oh crap. no use rotting my life away in dese kinda small thingies.
dere r many other more crappish thgs to rot ur life on.


de last time, my 'Slug Philosophy',was very well appreciated. thank you veri much. nicest n most exciting story was by mindy. go read. iz sumwhere in de tagboard. long w few variations of words (of coz) but nevertheless, rather inspiring. yes, inspiring n refreshing.

geez. now u understd wad i mean by other crappier thgs to rot ur live on? gd. (if u dun den God bless u)
BUT thank God nt alot of ppl blog lyk i do.-- i mean crappy stuff.
or 3.quaters half de world will b dead. *pat pat n comfort myself*


i cant stand de small textbox.(oh yes i 4gt to mention tt ive changed my temp. im SO veri SORRY. :D)

I LOVE HERSHIES CHOCOLATES!!!!!!

tts y i was ESACTIC(<--how to spell again??) wen i saw tt kisses chocolate at de bottom rite hand corner (go look!!)

*ahem* MATHS:
(whole family)- (mom)-(dad)-(younger brother)-(younger sister)
ok. de whole maths statement shall be dissolved (for complications i shall nt name) to --> ?/>

?/> loves kisses chocolates!!!!! frm young!!!
ever since ?/> de eyes were on it!! AHHHHHHHHH HERSHIES RULE OK.
it even has a nickname.

it iz known as da bian (shit in chi) chocolate. (due to de fact tt ?/> did nt noe de pronounciation wen ?/> 1st lay eyes on it n so decided it looked lyk shit )

thus, it has a fond(nt tt being eaten iz FONDNESS. but well,in times of word desperation...)connection w de WHOLE FAMILY (-all tt aft it tt u shld noe -hint:iz at de top)...
WHOLE FAMILY (- the U NOE)leh. so u will noe how gd it tastes!! yupss.
[AHHHHHHH wanna scream juz thinking abt it..!!]

go taste it!! or cum my hse sure gt!

(ok enuf 4 2dae lah...... all these hershies here n hershies dere has made me so hungryy..)
n i kp wondering y i nv bloged abt taufik winning n stuff.....
was SO happi wen he won...lyk i new(!) he wld make it!! :D
he rawks my socks ill gt holes lahhhh/.....

heh ok. so i did blog abt him! (oh n yina U HAV TO FOTO HIS AUTO 4 ME KKKKKKKK. --if u dun wan i wun mind de original one too ..


burning.

Blood n Chocolate

juz finished another bk where lovers n gt to b w each other
tis one's abt a werewolf gal n a human boy. de boy tried to KILL de gal wen he found out, but cldnt bring himself to press de trigger. n de gal ended up f***ing w another werewolf (male) tt was hers by the Law.

great depressing stories dey make nowadaes. de las one was truely touching + unforgettable. true love, at last, softened de shield de gal build ard herself n guess wad, each was throw by fate to different ends of de world.

damn those stories.


think im too bored nowadaes. finish two bks in two daes. spend de whole dae practically reading bks n at nite, watching tv. oh n de occasionally time in between on de com. ive gt no life anmore.

ysd was a bk abt a female artist. inspiring. onli tt i lack de talent. well at least she had 11 kids (WIF DE 1 SHE LOVES) but den again, onli 3 proved to outlive her, n among de three, one bcame deaf. worst thg iz, de story's true.fiction.

for the love of life.
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followed mom to bt timah plaza.
went to popular to get u noe,stationary.(i mean,wad else lah EXCEPT for useless assesment bks.oh oh n --how cld i 4get-- kiddies bks.eh)

guess wad ppl, im rotting out at home N outside. interest is a distant word. i'll rather b a slug. wif de pace their going, dere's always de danger of ppl squashing ya. (u die b4 u can even bcum bored)

i cant get y im a die hard sadistic.oooh.

lets c......im tnking of putting a wishlist sum where...(to kill,murder,stangle,decompose time. ok u get de point.)

IM BORED. (ooh-la-la.)
surprise, surprise.

mayb i'll change my template....kills time too.
n looking at carine's blog, i think i'll lock my blog 4 de sake of locking too. but dun worry.
i'l put my password dere. so u can:
1) look at it n noe de password
2) type out de password
3) to get access in my blog
4) n read my magnificent entries
5) n b happi tt ur idol lives !! (clap clap!)
:D

gtta blast! decided it sounded too much lyk tt neutron freak. n im certaintly nt blasting any where.

burning.